crossroadscastiel:

Why did you lie to him? The wrong thing being the right thing to do was too ugly a thought. He gave you a chance to take it all back and you just kept lying. He wants us to find him. After everything he’s done, you’d still go to him? God’s not who I came here to find. I’ve been praying. He left us his broken heart. He misses us. What if we all left together? Like we were supposed to. Where would we have gone? In some other world? In some other world. He said he made a place for us. What are you going to do when you find him, your il mostro? I’m curious about that myself. I forgive you.