Oh, I panic in pratically every period of my life. I panicked when I entered the gym, when I got out of the gym, when I entered high school, when I got out of high school… being in panic is part of my life. xD

Yeah, university sounds like a good idea for me, if someday I manage to enter the university… in two years and three failures on the admission tests, I’m not even sure if I will enter someday. I’m getting mad of staying home all the time, but I’m absolutely terrified of working with people, because my shyness is no kidding and I literally don’t know how to do anything.

I actually have to resolve what to do of my life, and then, I will feel less panic. I guess. xD