



When you said that thing about if I died, I suddenly just thought, you know, “Oh, God, what if that actually happened and, you know, what if someone went round and double-checked it was me by mentioning the tattoo,” and, you know, she’d think it wasn’t my body when actually it was, and she’d be relieved for a bit but then, you know, it would be me, so it would be worse. Actually, it would almost… It would be a double tragedy, and I wouldn’t even be there to apologise because I’d be dead. So I just thought I should, um, ring [my mum] and tell her.