




i kept trying to doodle bashirs this week since the bashir bird didn’t look very bashirly and it’s been buggin’ me :c i guess this looks closer to him than the other attempts
also wow my style is doing a weird cartoony CG thing when i fanart live action stuff, and i’m not sure how i feel about it :/???

This is the drawing I did for katiedidlikecrazy for the ds9 card exchange! Just a nice cute g/b with this sweater
I hate this place, and I hate you.
If anyone hasn’t had massive overwhelming heartbreaking feelings about Julian Bashir today, or has and would like to have some more, you should listen to this song.
While you’re listening, think about Jules - understanding that he made sense of the world differently to most of his peers, not getting the support he needed, not being able to make himself understood; not because he wasn’t communicating well enough, but because other people weren’t trying hard enough to listen.
Think about Jules being six years old and knowing this, and knowing his parents didn’t want him the way he was, and being told at every juncture - verbally or not - that he wasn’t good enough. Think about his parents trying so hard to justify their actions in trying to ‘fix’ him, even when he’s an adult and capable of expressing completely unambiguously how he feels and how they were wrong, and telling him he’s not equipped to understand that they did the right thing, and think of them continuing to guilt him over it even after that instead of properly acknowledging what they’d done.
Think about “all I knew was that I was a great disappointment to my parents”, and “the man who designed a better son to replace the defective one he was given”, and “Jules Bashir died in that hospital because you couldn’t bear the shame of having a son who didn’t measure up”.