Sunlight.

Yesterday I read a article that said that Vulcan women don’t menstruate.

Right now, I’m with a damn menstrual cramps and my only wish now is be a Vulcan woman

All this conversation with mrpicard made me think that I started in the Trek World in a not so right way. The only thing that I knew about Star Trek is that Spock/Kirk was the first slash ship known. One day I asked to my mom if she watched Star Trek, and she said to me that yes, and he loved  Spock. So, I rented the six first movies in a rental movie store and watched in a week without know a shit about Star Trek.

Some months after, I started watch TOS. TOS was a real novel. Was difficult find the episodes, I had to stop in watch the series for study in the past year… in the middle of this, I watch TNG movies and Star Trek: 2009.

So, in the begin of this year, I mixed the end of TOS, all TAS and TNG. A bit messed up, but worked.

Have too the fact that I don’t had any Trekker friend to talk about doubts. My mom likes Star Trek, but she really isn’t a trekker. Almost all my friends don’t know Star Trek ( I bet that some of them call Spock ‘Dr. Spock’), so, was a lonely journey… until I found Treker fandom on tumblr.

Have some things that, don’t matter how much I try to learn, I simply cannot understand.

Like the definition of Nouvelle Vague, like understand what the hell is a hipster or what is the difference between trekkers and trekkies.

You could say to me, but I will forget in ten minutes. I do not know what is my problem with it, but

I made a test in last Thursday, with 10 questions of grammatical, and questions about text interpretation (Portuguese grammatical SUCK, guys. Really), and 10 questions of math.

I had 8 right questions in grammatical and text interpretation, and all my answers in math were wrong.

11 years studying math for what? For nothing at all :|

(But whatever. I really don’t care. Actually, I had a fit of laughter, I’m a totally failure in math)

I was thinking today… when a love get out of a platonic line? And it’s possible that a romantic love get back to be a pure platonic love?

I was thinking about myself. For more than two years and half, I was badly in love with my ex-boyfriend. We started like friends, but really soon the line was broken. Our relationship was a long-distance relationship, but was very pretty intense. 

We broke up in May, and we decided remain friends. The first days was full of fears and careful for not talk about some subjects. Wasn’t easy, but wasn’t so hard how I expected.

I would not say that the romantic love simply disapperead, but have several days that we don’t talk and for the first time in two years and half, this fact did not broken my heart in pieces. So, I think I can say I’m proud of myself how I wasn’t in weeks.

I hate when the episode have a normal name (like, for example, ‘The Child’), because is hard to find stuff in tumblr searching for tags

I deleted half of my shows and videos (is everything saved in DVDs, but my cd-rom is broken), just to have space to download 25 gb with all of episodes of TNG.

This decision was made when I just could not found “Deja Q”, so… yeah.

DEAR FOLLOWERS I OWE YOU AN EXPLANATION

Sorry for the caps lock, btw.

My sweet sister claimtoloveme warned me that my ask box was closed. And I don’t noticed it; so, I saw now that had A LOT of questions of A LOT of people that I don’t noticed.

So, don’t think even for a second that I was ignoring you! I was just a disaster ambulant very clumsy :(

Btw, the ask box is open now. 

Have ages since I read a Harry/Draco, or a good Wolfstar (my OTP), some recommendation?