It’s almost time of see a TNG episode… when I find it in my desktop.

I bought a magazine about cinema of 1997, with a article about Star Trek: The First contact, and Picard is the cover magazine.

I’m listening Beatles, I must be sick.

“I know how you are, you don’t date anyone” - my mother raising my self esteem

That moment when a friend says something absurdly ridiculous about your favorite actor and unintentionally insults your cinematic knowledge in the process because you are his fan, and you just don’t answer because you don’t want to loose a friendship.

Damn, I can be a fangirl - I AM a fangirl - but my cinematic honestly comes in first place. Cinema is my fucking life, and a thing that really pissed me off is imply that I don’t understand about it or imply that I put something in front of it. Neither my fangirl obsessions are bigger than my love and my critical thought about cinema, actors, movies and directors. So, I will be quiet, but damn, I’m fucking pissed off.

I don’t know why, but I really can’t shipper McCoy with anyone.

Is not like I hate him and want him to be alone: I fucking love him. But I think I can’t ship Bones with anyone.

For example… without chance with Kirk or Spock (or both). I only see him like the eternally grumpy best friend of his married officers. With Uhura… I really shipper Uhura with Scotty, so, uh, no, and the same with Scotty. Sulu or Chekov I can read, but not shipper. Maybe Chapel, but her ridiculous big crush in Spock make me doubt.

And I don’t really like to see him with OC. So… yeah, don’t know.

My social phobia is getting worse

I NEED call for some places and know the prices of some courses - I needed do it YESTERDAY. And I fucking scared in make a damn telephone and talk with some random strangers. Yes, I’m getting worse. ):

“Kirk and Spock have just a bromance.”

No, dude. Don’t confuse the things.

William Shatner and Leonard Nimoy have a bromance.

Jim Kirk and Spock have a romance. Without the ‘b’ letter.

Almost all my friends, virtually or not, says to me the same thing: “When I meet you, I was a little bit afraid of you. You are a little of intimidating, have you notice?”

And I just can think… why? ’-’

I’ve been writing and reading slash, and only slash fanfiction for so many years that now that I have an idea for a het fanfic, I’m freaking out in write it